*the non-monday feeling

since it's summer and well I don't have a 9-5 job anymore...the manic monday feeling just isn't there anymore. it's the first summer in a very long time that I've actually gotten to enjoy.  there have been beach days, there have been late morning bike rides, impromptu mani/pedis with my daughters, picnics in the park and mornings at the studio.

there are times when i need to be looking for more work, doing the freelance hussle and doing everythign I can possibly do to make the money roll in.  but then there are times when sitting in the backyard lounging is just what needs to be done. 

I sometimes wonder if life ever gets easier or if it manages to keep going in the peeks and valleys it is accustomed to?  or if "easier" is something we aspire to and really never reach? 

again, a babbling post but hey...it's monday.